again

as'salam.

it had been faiv days. God. lend me some strength. give me some courage. i need to be like this. for my own sake. for our own sake too.

still, cant stop myself from reading again all the texts. 

cant help myself from remembering you. 

it makes me think about that again.

it is not that i'm avoiding you but just wanna make you think . i simply mad of you huh? that is totally right because i'm big-air-headed. to be frank, he did what u did to me, before. that makes me HATE you much more than i hate him. but, i was so in love with him that i ignored all the stupid things when we're together.. silly nina sometimes cant understand and keep asking herself why he loves her. 

and till now, she couldnt find the answer. 

nina thought that she can live her life in peace if she stop loving him. she want to forget him as soon as she can. but all that happen is, she's torturing herself again and again. it became worse when nina started to remember the old guy that she loved so damn much, long time ago. crap. she stalk him. she review his profile for times just to make herself feel warm. when she saw the pretty girl beside him, she cried. like stupid. comeon, he left u already nina. wake up. there's someone waiting for you. there, out there. see ? he's smiling in lovely face and trying his best to comfort you. what makes you blind of his kindness ? you can only see his wrongdoings huh ? 

yeah, that is you nina. 

always look at someone that leave you for another girl and ignore the guy who loves you more than himself. 

stop doing that nina.